. . . . . it takes two wings to truly fly . . . . .

Okay so. Between shows, since we don't have much time between our afternoon show and our night show - we had a super short, surprise baby shower for Kimmy, since she lives closeby. It was a lot of fun, and she was so surprised! It was really just us from work going to Marie's house after we were let off.

Tonight's show was fucking hectic. Wacky, crazy younger people drunk out of their god damned minds. So much stress for us, having to deal with them on top of everything else.

BUT MOSTLY TODAY.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BABY SHOWER. Dwain was checking the news on his phone or something, and out of nowhere he lets out a GASP and we are like ???

"BEA ARTHUR DIED"

oh my god oh my fucking god. I JUST GOT HOME LIKE 20 MINUTES AGO FOR THE FIRST TIME ALL DAY I HAD TO SEE IT WITH MY OWN EYES OH MY GOD. ;________________; Me and Joseph saw her thing on Broadway a few years ago and and AAAAAAAAHHHHHH. Sob. My soul is shattered.

WHY YOU GOTTA SUCK SO MUCH TODAY. The baby shower was a load of fun and so was working in general, as it usually is. BUT BAWWWWWWW.

I went to the clinic on Monday to get my foot looked at, since it wasn't any better the following day. I did sprain it, so had to wear an ace bandage for the last couple of days. I'd rather wear one over my knockers for cosplay. :( BUT I DEALT and was pretty okay Tuesday. Good enough that I didn't have to miss work, even though I was Gimpy McGimperson the whole time. Most of the time we sit at work anyway, so that works out!

Dominic's wife and son (SO CUUUUUUTE TINY CHILD) are hanging out at the theater this week, because he's leaving to go on the Grease road tour after Sunday. T___T WHICH IS SAD cause he's so awesome, and he waved to me again when he did his preshow. Dotty wants to get him a cake or something. I will miss him! And I wonder who will be taking his place. So the road tour not only gets that bit of awesome, but they're also getting Will as Roger - he is so adorable also.

TOMORROW IS THE RESIDENT EVIL DEGENERATION PREMIER IN NYC. Omg omg omg I am so excited. The first 8 minutes of the movie are online already. I am waiting until I see it all to go back and watch it (ICONS :D) And the Blu-Ray/DVD comes out at the end of December. Which I wanna get. I wonder if this piece of balls computer can rip Blu-Rays. If not hopefully someone will rip it in some form. The extras look so awesome.

And in Inksome bandwagon news, I am screech over there. (ilu lacus 8D WE MATCH TEE HEE!!!1)

I started Super Mario RPG yesterday!

... I am all ready up to the Sunken Ship and have 4/7 stars. This is going by quickly, too. ;_;

And now work news! Out with one American Idol person and in with a new. As I said, Taylor Hicks had his last show on Sunday. Starting today, Ace Young was supposed to replace Matthew Hydzick for the role of Kenickie until my birthday - January 18th. But he's not starting until Thursday, now. (sob I will miss Matt)

However! Word in the theater is that when he starts, apparently they are going to change something around so he takes off his shirt in the show!

...

Everybody else I work with was like "omg he is so hot and he's getting shirtless in the show HELL YES!" and I am just like

why

We will see if this actually happens come Thursday, since it is just word around at the moment!

Tonight at work I talked to Marie who asked me how old I was. I AM SURE YOU CAN ALL GUESS HOW THAT WENT. "NO WAY, YOU'RE REALLY 22?" On that same subject, I ran to the corner last night, didn't know what I wanted, and decided to get a Green Apple Smirnoff on a whim. Except not, because I ran to the corner with the money but not my wallet and ID, and the guy at the register was new and like "can I see your ID" and I was like GOD DAMN IT FUCK.

So TONIGHT AT WORK. Was a roller coaster of HAHA OH GOD ORZ to :D to hating the entire world.

It started ... when the show started! THE MUSIC STARTS, THE CURTAIN GOES UP.

... and the microphones are out of whack. There is a giant problem with the sound system in the back of the theater. Most of the mics were just NOT WORKING so you couldn't hear the talking and singing, would suddenly WORK FOR 10 SECONDS AND BE SUPER LOUD and then die again. There are SOUND EFFECTS THAT SHOULD NOT BE THERE GOING OFF ALL OVER THE FIRST SONG, including the beeping that's supposed to connect the first song to the second song-- of course, the horn did not go off when it was SUPPOSED TO. And the poor cast is just TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE FIRST TWO SONGS LIKE THIS since sometimes there are tiny problems, so it's okay! BUT THIS OH MY GOD THIS WAS TERRIBLE. It was painful to stand there and watch/listen to.

So the second song ends, and the curtain goes down. There is an apology and announcement that HEY WE'RE HAVING SOME FAIL TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES, PLEASE HOLD. And we're waiting to there for 10 minutes. And the audience is like "D:?" and we're all just like "... ... ^_(\;;;"

EVENTUALLY IT IS FIXED and the curtain goes back up to continue where we left off. And when the curtain goes back up the cast are in their places. James is on top of the car and just smirks and does this WIDE-ARMED SHRUG and hahaha it was so hilarious. And the show went on! The new guy playing Dupree is pretty okay, too, he was cute! And he brings his own thing to the show. During the Baby Baby number, James runs up to the microphone and HAHAHA he adds this little thing as a joke and goes "hey, the mic's working okay'" IT WAS CUTE AND LOLSY and yeah, after that period of awkwardness, things went well.

Then during the last number, Donna, who I was working with, comes in with a bag and shows me the shirt she got me from the souvenir shop. I am like OH, COOL. :) Show ends, people leave, theater is almost empty when people are chatting it up a little with us. And I hear them being all woo! Then I hear Donna say yeah! Tell your friends! They have until Sunday!

We are closing this week. :/ Donna got the shirt because of that, and went OH YOU DIDN'T GO ON A BREAK YOU DIDN'T SEE THE THING POSTED IN THE ROOM and I am just FREAKING OUT ON THE INSIDE like what no. No. No. And unless there is a miracle that will not happen, Sunday is our last performance.

I HAVE NO HAPPINESS ANYMORE. o/ It's true in a way. Th-the last couple of months have not been as bad as they would have been if I had nothing to be ATTACHED TO, something to just LOVE THAT MUCH and squee and fangirl over. Something I could go to and sit at and watch when I wanted to CRY and KICK BABIES and just have everything shitty happening HANG OVER ME and I would leave and it would all be OKAY because I would be glowing and in a much better mood because it would KICK THE ASS OF MY EMO MOOD SWINGS and hump me and I would love it and hump it back.

So I went fuck it, and got my ass the souvenier book we have there. And now I am sitting here like oh cool that means I probably won't get a chance to GROW THOSE BALLS I WAS TALKING ABOUT. Not to mention that until the theater gets a new show (:////) I will be floating around other theaters so my work will be flimsy. Since Lulu took care of me there. AND I AM JUST NOT THRILLED WITH THIS, much more so because MY JOY IS BEING RIPPED FROM ME. And it's just so RETARDED because every single person who goes to see it leaves and they LOVE IT and there are always STANDING OS and TONS OF LOLS and dlkj augh augh augh.

Th-the only possible thing left to cling to is the hope of the album. Donna said she talked to someone and they might still release one. And they were supposed to do something for this Central Park thing in July and I am going HEY WHAT ABOUT THAT AND.

I am so upset.

IT'S JUST ONE THING AFTER THE NEXT.

I have been a flailing mess all week and will be as such for the next week. Then today was a little better! Dropped off an application, went for an interview that I think/hope went good we'll see on Monday!

Then I came home and was ready to curl up with a TV dinner.

WHEN SUDDENLY.

THE CEILING OVER MY LOFT BED IS LEAKING AGAIN.

Thankfully there is no mattress up there anymore because I don't sleep there anymore. And my dolls up there were out of harms way since it's leaking in the same places it did when it did the exact same thing about two years ago (which resulted in me cursing and screaming a lot more and grandma and mom being all CALM DOWN BITCH). But GOD WHAT AUGH had to pull emergency stuff-moving.

I use my wet Meer in rain icon for this occasion.