yzak: (the evilest fuck ever for reals)
Saturday, March 13th, 2010 04:10 pm
I thought people were joking about the way Remember Me ends.

REALLY, EDWARD CULLEN?

I am almost. Almost tempted to change my mind to go see this at midnight with the workfolk just to see this with my own eyes. But I can't justify that $12.50.
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Sunday, June 14th, 2009 03:59 pm
I just discovered Broadway fandom.

But we're all going to pretend I didn't.

Remember how TMZ was by far the thing I hated most in the world? With the burning rage of a million suns? Picture that + snob (or obsessive) fangirlism. I just. Some of these things (particularly in the case of one of the actors in my show). I absolutely despise wacky paparazzi in general and shit because fangirling and general fan interest is one thing, and I get that interest so really, it is cool to a nice sane extent. But the idea of peoples' private lives and other things being poked at and ripped open just for the sake of fangirl gossip and reports that almost sounds like borderline stalking from some of what I saw, I just. I don't even know what more to say and I don't want to think that much into it. The worst part is that since it is Broadway, some of these people live in my general area. I always feel bad for famous people in certain situations because of things like the cesspool that is TMZ and the crap they report, and this is like. That. Only with added creepy gosspiy fangirls in the mix.

Technically I should have assumed this existed long ago, but for some reason never did and was happily ignorant. But after this post, assume I am none the wiser again because I am in the process of repressing.
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2009 06:08 am
It has been a fun week and will continue to be until about next Tuesday! I've been going to [livejournal.com profile] brittyone's because we're watching Den-O/Kiva and SEED together. There is touching as this happens. As well as me crying over Seki Toshihiko talking about climaxing because I hear the voice and I picture Klueze saying it. IT HURTS ME IN MY SOUL.

Thursday or Friday (or both, maybe?) I am going to hang with Joseph and whoever else he calls who is free and we are gonna maybe do his house as well as either Tad's or Tad's old hostel. I ENVISION ASS GRABBING AND OTHER FUN TIMES.

Saturday morning/early afternoon is another protest! And Saturday night/Sunday is a Kentity meetup (as well as MAH BIRFDAY) where we will has a [livejournal.com profile] shiny_karu for me to Yzakgrump at. I am going to be touched a lot apparently, and offered bagelsex since um I am now a CFUD mod omfg!!150! Bagelmod to be specific sob you guys. I am excited and dkljfkls and omg. I am still boggling.

I have no idea what the hell is up on Monday but Tuesday is Obama's Inauguration and I know we are doing something then at Joseph's. So yes, I am excited. And trying to do things since I am lacking of things to do because of no work. It is a pretty lame feeling! :( And funny when you compare it to school getting out for the summer. "School's over! I'm free!" as opposed to "Work's over! I'm fucked."

Cody has been acting differently, too. He has been a lot more attentive to my mom (much to her joy. "HE WAKES ME UP AT 6AM MEOWING IN MY FACE OR LAYING ON ME ALL MORNING" I love my kitty. :D) who is noticing this and thinking he feels bad for her lack of furryfriend. Either that or he is showing that he is now ruler of our house. Or maybe both, knowing his mood-swinging ass. He's also, upon seeing a bit of bunched up blanket when my mom is sleeping or resting, pouncing it and then going "??" because he's used to the dog always being there. :( (he enjoyed playing "I AM THE TIGER AND YOU ARE MY PREY" with him)

And orz. My second copy of Degeneration from amazon finally got here. I had never gotten the first one, and the tracking claimed it to be delivered. When I emailed amazon about it, they sent me another one right away for no additional charge. I was surprised! And very happy. Except for not being able to read the trivia or small text - how fucking big do TVs need to be for that?! We don't have an HD but usually that's not a problem. So I am like wtf lame. :( I did love the bloopers though, Claire's RAGE being the best. And of course anything with ♥Frederic♥.

And I cannot sleep, and considering it's almost 7 and my plans for me and mom today start at 9 I am going to need a caffeine boost later. And hopefully drop early tomorrow night to get back on track somewhat. But either way, I am pumped for these plans! I get the oddest urges at the oddest times for things. Like "WE NEED TO GO BUY ONE OF THESE NOW."

And omg the Kijuju blog updated again. ADAM IS MY DREAM MAN.
yzak: (CHRIS FISH GUD)
Wednesday, December 31st, 2008 07:48 pm
http://i65.photobucket.com/albums/h236/cfudyzak/ooc/yzaksdream.jpg

I blame [livejournal.com profile] brittyone for this.

ETA: THESE COMMENTS YOU GUYS. SOB.
yzak: (flat as a runway)
Thursday, November 27th, 2008 10:58 am
THE MACY'S THANKSGIVING DAY PARADE (SPECIFICALLY, THE FOSTER'S HOME FOR IMAGINARY FRIENDS FLOAT).

JUST RICKROLLED EVERYBODY.

omg

HERE'S A VIDEO SOB.
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Monday, November 3rd, 2008 02:52 pm
Aaah, the next two weeks are going to be so much fun! Tomorrow after voting, Joseph and I are going on an adventure together for free stuff. And then going to this place in SoHo because apparently for proof of voting they are giving out ... free vibrators. And we are just like ... WHAT SERIOUSLY. WE SHOULD GO SEE IF THIS IS TRUE and then tell everyone we know we got free vibrators for voting if it's true. Also because we are secretly 12 inside so are like "lol vibrators!!1" Pictures of tomorrow's shenanigans will be taken.

Then he said, since work schedules and stuff are lame, he is having a thing on Thursday for election day, so I am definitely going to that to party hard with everyone. That is so much fun so far, and then this Saturday is another global protest, which are always just great fun. And the following Thursday is DEGENERATION PREMIERE. 8D 8D 8D!! I need to print out my ticket for it soon, sob at lack of a printer.

Money-wise, while I am GOOD for the month of November already in terms of my share of the life-needs (as I stress as always that my mom will make sure to cover her share with no stress or problems. Lol!!1), I already reached by limit of stuff to use money on aside. The Degeneration ticket, I caved and ordered Cry-Baby's final performance on DVD from someone. I got my drinks for tomorrow earlier and sob, Baileys so expensive. I also ordered the new SEED calendar (PICTURES IN [livejournal.com profile] gundamseed OH THOSE ADORABLE YOUNG ZAFT BOYS ♥ ♥) and the Carols for a Cure CD. And I didn't go shopping for clothes today due to Stuff That Stopped It From Happening, so that will be later in the week, perhaps. And yes, money for that too which is why I am like OKAY NO MORE STUFF SINCE IT'S ONLY THE 3RD. And to top that off at the start of next month, I need to renew yzak.nu since it's been two years already! Which won't be a terribly huge price, but still. I need to curb my OMG SHINY THINGS WANT temptations. Even though omg shiny things want.

I will close with what the hell end of Resident Evil Gaiden. THAT WAS SO STUPID AND TERRIBLE AND I LOVE IT. But wtf THE BOW HAS GREEN BLOOD. Leon going "OKAY GUYS LET'S GO HOME" and ... a close up on his neck bleeding and omg green blood! After the BOW showed that it could ... pose as a human and did so as both Lucia and Leon at points in the game. Which raises the question of IF THAT'S THE BOW AND THE SHIP EXPLODED IS LEON DEAD? But then you go oh who cares because that game isn't canon anyway and was just sort of ridiculous. But still, lol.
yzak: (o-orz)
Thursday, October 30th, 2008 11:40 pm
HEY FRIENDSLIST. POP QUIZ.

One of the Brooks's ushers got to hang out for a few minutes with Ace on line in the pizza place at the corner of the block of the theater!

One of the Brooks's ushers got attacked* in front of the pizza place at the corner of the block of the theater.

Guess which one was me.

Hint: I was not retelling my story happily when I got to work.

* Attacked meaning walking past a crazy guy who started screaming about something the moment you walk by and then reaching out and hitting you in the arm FOR NO REASON AT ALL. You are wearing a thick jacket so are fine and WALK AS FAST AS YOU CAN AWAY FROM THAT SHIT because what the fuck.

Why does fate hate me. I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN USHER NUMBER 1 HANDS DOWN. Sob. Sob.


I felt better after the show since I made $5 in tips to put toward the donations they are taking. And Kirsten and Ace doing their stripping joke thing at the curtain call and one of the girls in the audience going "GET NAKED!"
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Tuesday, June 17th, 2008 10:23 pm
So TONIGHT AT WORK. Was a roller coaster of HAHA OH GOD ORZ to :D to hating the entire world.

It started ... when the show started! THE MUSIC STARTS, THE CURTAIN GOES UP.

... and the microphones are out of whack. There is a giant problem with the sound system in the back of the theater. Most of the mics were just NOT WORKING so you couldn't hear the talking and singing, would suddenly WORK FOR 10 SECONDS AND BE SUPER LOUD and then die again. There are SOUND EFFECTS THAT SHOULD NOT BE THERE GOING OFF ALL OVER THE FIRST SONG, including the beeping that's supposed to connect the first song to the second song-- of course, the horn did not go off when it was SUPPOSED TO. And the poor cast is just TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE FIRST TWO SONGS LIKE THIS since sometimes there are tiny problems, so it's okay! BUT THIS OH MY GOD THIS WAS TERRIBLE. It was painful to stand there and watch/listen to.

So the second song ends, and the curtain goes down. There is an apology and announcement that HEY WE'RE HAVING SOME FAIL TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES, PLEASE HOLD. And we're waiting to there for 10 minutes. And the audience is like "D:?" and we're all just like "... ... ^_(\;;;"

EVENTUALLY IT IS FIXED and the curtain goes back up to continue where we left off. And when the curtain goes back up the cast are in their places. James is on top of the car and just smirks and does this WIDE-ARMED SHRUG and hahaha it was so hilarious. And the show went on! The new guy playing Dupree is pretty okay, too, he was cute! And he brings his own thing to the show. During the Baby Baby number, James runs up to the microphone and HAHAHA he adds this little thing as a joke and goes "hey, the mic's working okay'" IT WAS CUTE AND LOLSY and yeah, after that period of awkwardness, things went well.

Then during the last number, Donna, who I was working with, comes in with a bag and shows me the shirt she got me from the souvenir shop. I am like OH, COOL. :) Show ends, people leave, theater is almost empty when people are chatting it up a little with us. And I hear them being all woo! Then I hear Donna say yeah! Tell your friends! They have until Sunday!

We are closing this week. :/ Donna got the shirt because of that, and went OH YOU DIDN'T GO ON A BREAK YOU DIDN'T SEE THE THING POSTED IN THE ROOM and I am just FREAKING OUT ON THE INSIDE like what no. No. No. And unless there is a miracle that will not happen, Sunday is our last performance.

I HAVE NO HAPPINESS ANYMORE. o/ It's true in a way. Th-the last couple of months have not been as bad as they would have been if I had nothing to be ATTACHED TO, something to just LOVE THAT MUCH and squee and fangirl over. Something I could go to and sit at and watch when I wanted to CRY and KICK BABIES and just have everything shitty happening HANG OVER ME and I would leave and it would all be OKAY because I would be glowing and in a much better mood because it would KICK THE ASS OF MY EMO MOOD SWINGS and hump me and I would love it and hump it back.

So I went fuck it, and got my ass the souvenier book we have there. And now I am sitting here like oh cool that means I probably won't get a chance to GROW THOSE BALLS I WAS TALKING ABOUT. Not to mention that until the theater gets a new show (:////) I will be floating around other theaters so my work will be flimsy. Since Lulu took care of me there. AND I AM JUST NOT THRILLED WITH THIS, much more so because MY JOY IS BEING RIPPED FROM ME. And it's just so RETARDED because every single person who goes to see it leaves and they LOVE IT and there are always STANDING OS and TONS OF LOLS and dlkj augh augh augh.

Th-the only possible thing left to cling to is the hope of the album. Donna said she talked to someone and they might still release one. And they were supposed to do something for this Central Park thing in July and I am going HEY WHAT ABOUT THAT AND.

I am so upset.
yzak: (sip)
Friday, June 6th, 2008 11:31 pm
HAHA another reason why I love work. Because most people in the theater might not notice it since it's their first time seeing a show, but if something goes wrong, YOU notice it.

Which is to say, tonight during the All In My Head number, it takes place in front of a store-set, two windows for bride dresses and groom tuxes. Christopher and Alli both sing the song, and James and Elizabeth join them for a short time during it. Alli's character is kind of INSANE and a schizo and everything, which does make what happened EVEN MORE FUNNY.

So in the windows are a bride mannequin and a groom mannequin, and the set is rigged to have them both spin around, where Elizabeth and James are waiting on the other side of to step out of it and sing and dance around with the other two. They're both supposed to be figmets of the other twos' imaginations, and toward the end of the song, they go back to where they were, the things spin back around and back to the mannequins. WELL. Elizabeth's spun around just fine, JAMES'S ON THE OTHER HAND, DID NOT. It tried to, but it was stuck, and so he's standing there for a moment like "..." and then tries to PLAY IT COOL, step out from the window again and move behind the building set. I'm not sure if the audience realized this was a screw up or not, but they laughed. A-AND THEN at the end of the song, Alli's and Christopher's characters go "I can see it so clearly" and look back into the windows where the mannequins are. AND ALLI'S IS EMPTY and they're both just like "..." when she looks at it and realizes nothing is there o lawd it was so funny they were both kind of like HAHAHA as they sung the very end of the song.

In other news, the NYC's Buildings Department chief inspector was arrested! Because of bribes and ... shady shit and shit! IT JUST MAKES ME GO "A-AHAHAHAHA ORZ" and only a few people know why. o/ Cause now a few actual problems are coming into the light.

And now a couple of pictures and that's all. |D;

Weeeee! )
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2008 03:54 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY [livejournal.com profile] kira_!!

:: chairs self in your honor. :: ♥!


In recent news, yesterday's only real up point was ... passing the semi-new Ripley's museum in Times Square on the way home, and passing at a time where one of the people was outside doing a demonstration. He hammered a 4 inch nail into his nose. The crowd's reactions were hilarious, though.
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Thursday, March 13th, 2008 04:00 am
I sleep superduper early and:


1) Miss awesome threads.

2) Miss Russia taking over LJ?!*


* No moar Basic account creations for anybody! Just Plus or Paid.
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Friday, March 7th, 2008 05:03 pm
IT'S JUST ONE THING AFTER THE NEXT.

I have been a flailing mess all week and will be as such for the next week. Then today was a little better! Dropped off an application, went for an interview that I think/hope went good we'll see on Monday!

Then I came home and was ready to curl up with a TV dinner.

WHEN SUDDENLY.

THE CEILING OVER MY LOFT BED IS LEAKING AGAIN.

Thankfully there is no mattress up there anymore because I don't sleep there anymore. And my dolls up there were out of harms way since it's leaking in the same places it did when it did the exact same thing about two years ago (which resulted in me cursing and screaming a lot more and grandma and mom being all CALM DOWN BITCH). But GOD WHAT AUGH had to pull emergency stuff-moving.

I use my wet Meer in rain icon for this occasion.
yzak: (chibi-sama)
Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008 07:14 pm
- Kentity New Years meetup! It was great fun, I can't wait to plan for our karaoke trip. ♥ Lots of canon watching and games and molestation and general dorkery. I love you CFUD peeps.

- [livejournal.com profile] lacus is my goddess. Well, she always was, BUT IN CASE YOU DID NOT KNOW THIS, F-LIST.

- And now for the BIG NEWS TODAY! So last night I went to give my mom money at the bar across the street from us. Her friend and his brother were there and they surprise treated me to a dinner there. So I ate, and it was good! We have three bars within a one block vicinity of our house, and that's the one my mom goes to the most, so.

THE WHOLE BUILDING BURNED TODAY.

I see lights out of the corner of my eye, and look across the street and see a couple of fire trucks in front of the bar/building above the bar. It's a small 5-story building. I see no smoke or anything, so I'm like okay, maybe a small thing or a false alarm. But I keep an eye out! Less than a few minutes later I see some smoke coming from the bar and I'm like WELL THEN, something is happening here. So I hurried and threw on some clothes and my coat and went to see what was happening.

And it was baaad, apparently it was the bar's kitchen that caught first and it spread through about the whole building really fast. By the time I was across the street at the deli on the other side of the street directly across from the bar, they had the ladders up to the roof and everything, and the top floor was smoking. Window breakings, tons of smoke and more and more trucks coming. I see the bar owners and staff across the street like "D:" And yeah, I stood there for well over an hour to watch everything unfold, since it was pretty bad! Stood in the deli with a hot chocolate for a while when I got too cold. Then I saw some familiar faces across the street so went to go talk to them about what was up.

They had to knock the ceiling out of the bar too, and they had the huge ass hoses out. A buttload of firetrucks are still across the street I can see, still. But they've got the fire all out by now. I wonder how the place looks inside, too, it'd gonna be a looong time til they're able to think about reopening again. One of the firemen had to be pulled off because of too much smoke inhalation, but other than that I'm pretty sure all the people got out okay, thankfully.

Then mom got off of work and came home and turned the corner and was just like "....." so when she got home I told her everything. XD

But man, that building's got quite a reputation for holiday/around holiday date fires. There was a third time it happened, too, but I don't remember anything about it - only that it was around these dates. But one Christmas Eve a few years back, a tree in one of the apartments caught fire too, I remember looking up from something and seeing lile lol flames so I was like OMG and went to go wake up my grandpa.

Waaah, though, that was pretty bad! And now I smell like smoke. XD;
yzak: (yzak... skips)
Wednesday, September 5th, 2007 03:36 am
SLEEP THAT I NEED FOR A TEST AT 8:30AM BEING NOT ALLOWED BY MY BODY?

O-OUR DOMAINS BEING SUSPENDED? oh please god if they deleted everything i will...!!!

OTHER THINGS?!!!1

I AM STAYING ZEN.

I HAVE DECIDED THE EASY ASS HAPPY MASK WILL JUST MAKE EVERYTHING EASIER FROM NOW ON. SO I AM STICKING WITH IT. LOOK, :D!! EVEN IN THIS TIME OF POSSIBLE HORROR.

At least I have Xenosaga books and anthologies to look forward to in the mail. /o/ And at least I am planning my canon weekend I have wanted forever on CFUD and it is going to be GREAT FUN! WOO HOO.

In other news, DO WANT THIS 1/8 T-ELOS IN MY PANTS. STOP BEING HOT, XENOSAGA FIGURES PS RELEASE A JR. ONE DAMN IT.
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Saturday, September 1st, 2007 05:25 am
So, someone linked to [livejournal.com profile] fanthropology's post about this random pairing generator here. And being the amazing dorks we are, used it and lol'd. And then...

Rubedo: Cookie Monster/KOS-MOS (Xenosaga)
Rubedo: WHY
Rubedo: GOD IN HEAVEN
Rubedo: I ASK YOU WHYY
Miura^Haru: RUBEDO OMFG
Rubedo: OMG I AM DHDS
chaos: ...
Miura^Haru: RUBEDO THAT
Rubedo: I WANT TO DRAW IT df;gs
chaos: THEY ARE SO BLUE, RUBEDo
chaos: I
chaos: wjdsgfkds
Miura^Haru: That makes me want to DIE
chaos: I SHOULD BE JEALOUS
Rubedo: ME TOO TOMO
Rubedo: ME TOO
chaos: BUT AS LONG AS THEY SHARE COOKIES WITH ME
chaos: ;-;
chaos: Rubedo, draw it
Rubedo: I... I MIGHTdsl
Miura^Haru: omg Rubedo draw it
Rubedo: dskfma
Rubedo: I WILL omg ;.;
Rubedo: this is going to hurt me more than anything, you guys.

AM I SORRY FOR THIS? I DON'T KNOW. )