Today was an odd day all around. Cue one stupid fucking mistake on my end because I am not informed of things about my life. tl;dr version I have life insurance through my dad and his union, he may have mentioned this to me before, but it was not enough where I was actively aware of this. Like when, say, I have insurance type things through my union which are all good and dandy but when they talk about life insurance to me I do not remember being told this by my dad. So now I have shit to cancel before I wind up paying anything a month for something I have already. When I am going to soon have to pay close to $100 a month for the loan I am taking out next week if I am approved for it (which isn't bad on its own, but yes). I am so goddamned stupid. In my defense, I was not thoroughly told about this, so I have to ask dad to come over after work to, you know, read up about this and if it's Term or not and all this other stuff. Sob.
Anyway, I opened up a savings account at my bank today, am getting a new checkbook since I need one, dragged mom to the pet place to keep her reminded of the adorableness that is a kitten. And we got a MagicJack so we could finally have an affordable phone line that is not pay as you go expensive crap which is why we are so poor. Only it sucks and we are taking it back and Vonage sounds a lot better to have. At least we have a phone ready for it. We are going to Best Buy tomorrow about the Vonage router ... thing. Sob I hate how phonelines are all through your computer now. At least the ones with affordable prices. :\
Basically today was a lot of us going to do a lot of cool and money-saving things which feels good to do because you are getting things done and being all responsible, and all of it winding up NOT GOING RIGHT AT ALL BECAUSE I AM A FAILURE AT LIFE!
Evening was a memorial mass at the chuch where I used to babysit Ayla. It was for an old close family friend of ours. The priest is still there, which is awesome because I always remembered liking him back when I used to chill with Ayla in the rectory. He is such a nice and funny guy, he even made the mass enjoyable with a couple of lulz. I asked him how everybody was and they don't see much of Joy anymore because of another job. But Ayla is adorable and we want to call them sometime again. God Ayla much be around ... five, now? I FEEL OLD SOB.
After that we had a rented out upstairs place with a bar and food and all just kind of chilled. I had ... five or six? Glasses of sex on the beach. orz It was nice, though, and we had a lot of fun. Though when we got home... Me + the drinks + Cody and his eardrops = HILARITY.
And now I'm so tired. I also just feel so gjdsklfjslf but am telling myself to grow a backbone and stop keyboard smashing you puss! I have to uninstall the MagicJack tomorrow before we return it and ... call dad and other stuff before we go do errands. Sob hopefully I can get everything that failed fixed by Tuesday at the latest. GO TARA GO.